well... something happened while i was in taiwan... it's nothing serious actually...it's solely personal...
i really wonder.... all the smiles...all the thoughts...all the memories....seem to be juz a dream.... as if they had never happened.....i'm worried tat my split personalities condition is getting worse.....
and i find it so hard to blend into this world ..... it's like everyday i woke up....i need half an hour to remember who i am.....wat i'm doing....where am i........ which day is it.... and wat kind of feelings should i be feeling.....
i wonder if there's an illness for it..... am i the only one who feels this way? hahha...isn't it amazing tat you won't mind who you really were...but you juz want to know who you are before you carry on with ur life.... i don't think i would be sad if i woke up...find myself as a poor kid living in some third world country...it's somehow like i could be anyone...in the world....and everyday seems to be a new day...... well..of coz..it sounds quite good...but everything seems so unreal.... and i start to lose myself... i begin to wonder all tat i've done in the past..tat i could remember....are they really true? did they really happen? or they are juz one of my dreams..........
sighz....... i think i have an advice to my readers.... in order not to have poor memory like me.... plz sleep enough of 7 hours...at least..... k? kekkee....or else..you will be like me....i nearly forget abt my haiyupinying name in english...hahah.....